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Spring springing

Winter ends this weekend. To me it’s felt like an eternity. You’d better not disappoint me SpringYou’d better pull your weightWinter’s been too long this yearAnd you have turned up lateI’m sick and tired of dark and rainThe constant fetid floodSo I’ll swap you out and drop youIf all you give is mud Daniel o […]

Losing my mind

We all have a part of our mind that has dark thoughts, though these thoughts can be fleeting at times they can also overwhelm. we all also have a part of our minds that suppress the dark thoughts. People who are down, suffering with depression etc for example and especially for a long time we […]

Scenic views

Scenic views – can be the reflection to your mind. Misty and mysterious. Vivid colours on top of your heart, moving around your whole love hearted action. Glowing music playing into gear, of life’s viewing hormonal beauty. Can you hear those pleasant screaming calls – of sweet purity ?… Creeping, and dripping out from above, […]

Group mentality

We live our day to day lives predominantly making decisions based on the groups of people we surround ourselves with. I don’t mean major life decisions, though our socio-economic group often depicts these too. I mean the more trivial like what are we eating this lunchtime, meeting times or even the language we use whilst […]

Take a break

I often find myself exhausted from the days work either continuously working through the evening in one way or another. Chores obviously need to be done at some point but even once I am sat down I will pick up the phone going through emails or something. The only time I seem able to actually […]

Feel it?

Today I feel quite teary, tense, hyper vigilant. Why? It’s just one of those days it seems everything is against me. Or is it? mira a family members birthday this week and the festive period is inevitably upon us too. I often feel this way during times of what should be celebrated, knowing this and […]

Mental chatter

every second, minute, hour the only constant is ringing in my head from mental chatter. Mostly just white noise now, unregisterable as real words or sounds. I suppose a heartbeat or knotting in my stomach or a whole host of other feelings turning themselves into legible sounds.  these sounds write my thoughts feelings and energy. […]